i love to DANCE

based on who came today… it seems like not a lot of people don’t really wanna do the spring rally… DM is kinda slackin on a lot of things lately. nobody has been notifying each other of what’s up with everybody even when i called for mandatory practices. i understand some people’s exceptions such as cyber high and sprained ankles, busy lives, and other kinds of dilemmas, but the rest makes me question “do you really wanna dance? or do you wanna just tell me you wanna dance?” but that’s just what i think in my head if there is no other exception. i’ll always understand. i’m actually really thankful for the people who have been making the practices. if anything, i’ll work with a small unit instead of a huge 27+ people horde of people. so we’ll see… i’m just down to make this show come to life. gonna post a reflection of this year soon… i have so much to say about this year. 

still my favorite dance i’ve choreographed this year for Diversity Movement…

we got 4,000+ views for this video. so crazy… we set a record no doubt… good job to my team :)

and finally this… man, i’ve looked back and reflected what Diversity Movement has been doing. currently, were in workshop mode again. just taught a popping/foundation workshop today. it was an ok turnout, but i brought to the plate what was really necessary to say for everyone to hear. you gotta be thinking, “you guys must be tired dancing all day!” shoot… heck no, i trained these kids. we feed off each other, yet i don’t get paid. NOT ABOUT THE MONEY. shoot. it’s all about the love for dance. anyway… sigh, today wasn’t the best turn out for what i was hoping for. i just love how we overcame the little drama we had, but i don’t like how some of it is coming back slowly, but this time with different people. sigh… hopefully our path for DM can be straight because by the time i’m gone, who knows whats gonna happen to all of us? you never know… hopefully everyone took in what i said today about foundation when it comes to dance… future generations to come in that after school program, … you never know. it could come to pass, or live on. we’ll see Niko

honestly…

things have been going great with DM now that i think about it. were being inspired by our own experiences. i feel it. thing is… i feel like i think too much and say so much :) but i definitely feel what makes everything worth it is all the built relationships and how much we earned. we did such a good job last show. i guess i was kinda upset about my suspenders dilemma during the 2NE1 piece of the talent show… its whatever though :) made it fun, worked with it, but i didnt go full out as much. and i miss sharing the stage with niko. hopefully next time niko, we can choreograph together bro. we gotta do it one day. anyway… can’t wait for what i have in store for DM this coming week. way different feel… better understanding. its gonna be crazy when we come back. i love you DM. sorry about my last post. i feel that spark slowly coming back

mixed emotions…

man… there’s so much that i’m really thankful for. all the opportunities, blessings, and experiences God put me through. but i feel that by the end of this week and the past couple days, things haven’t been going so well… :/
to start off with what was bad… my cell phone bills were high for some reason. didnt finish chapter 7 or current event for economics. didnt get prom tickets yet. lost an umbrella or two. dont know if i’m getting my financial aid or exactly how i’m gonna get to sonoma state for my EPM and ELM test. what monologue or scene do i need to start on for fricken drama class? ugh… its just too much to me.
but the pluses i wanna bring up, Black History Month and Talent Show 2012 are finally over with. its weird… i remember from last year, none of this really happened all so fast… last year felt a little longer and felt as if there was more “unf” into everything i worked on. BHM and Talent Show with DM was a great amount of work and team effort, but there’s something i’ve been wanting to post for the longest time that i kinda mentioned with a few people earlier… DIVERSITY MOVEMENT DOESN’T FEEL THE SAME

before i talk about DM, i wanna talk about BHM and talent show. BHM was way different this year… this show is my absolute favorite show i’ve done with DM. i love its message, but if you wanna know the message look it up on my youtube. working with really new, different directors… it was a pain in the booty. last year, the BSU (Black student union) didnt even work with directors, they made the program themselves. at first, it seemed like they had big plans for DM. but i told them all the work and the story i put into my kids/students of DM and how it strongly hits everyday life of constant surprises bringing you to your lowest point and realizing things will be alright and how thats an endless cycle to life. they loved it, and they needed dancers from DM for the african cultural dance, but then they changed their mind. after a couple weeks they called in rehearsals with DM and the BSU. when we got there, we showed them the material and said they needed our show to be only 3 minutes i was like o.O? then i showed them what we got. then they wanted to reduce the number of people. little did i know, Mr. Punjabi kept pushing for his way. not until i fought for the traditions of our performance. we perform all the time, and we didn’t ask for any changes here. so we kept things the same. Mr. Punjabi was just UGH! theres a lot more to BHM, but the main differences were, instead of performing one day 5 times, we performed 2 days and two times each day. so a total of 4 performances. 2 for one day, 2 for the next day.
talent show 2012… at this time of the year? i remember last year, talent show was during april… so this means DM only had less than a week to get everything together. lemme tell u something, WE DID IT. it was a simple fun show. it was all through team effort and working together. most dances were grounded and didn’t have many formation changes at all. it was hard to coordinate with so many people who missed out on practices… ugh, i swear people need to come everyday… plus, i was sad, Brianna Grey couldn’t do it :/ sigh… it was all still a good turn out… but… idk… i had fun, but there’s a hole in this gap, deep in my emotions telling me that there’s something missing. idk what it is.
DM so far has done at least 5 performances
  • Dedication to hip hop
  • tinikling
  • upular
  • black history month: reality
  • talent show 2012
all the work we’ve done together… it’s really good to know that we’ve done more than what we did compared to last year… but there’s something wrong. something’s missing. idk what it is. i constantly tell myself its probably because of niko, justin, jek, jason, justin suzuki, and ms. dilley are all gone. without them there in company classes on a daily basis, something’s gone. last year there was some kind of spark that was like a magnet to everyone… all of us just initially danced no matter what, even if we were sick. i remember maria telling me that she would dance even though she wasn’t feeling good. is it everyone’s focus level? is it my dances? is everyone getting tired of what i teach? lack of motivation? are we all just getting lazy? honestly i lost my inspiration for a couple days… idk what. i remember honestly, picking up niko last night and discussing stuff with him kinda felt funner than tonight. i miss my boss. and i miss the motivator justin suzuki. idk, we all motivated each other… i just wasn’t as excited performing most of the shows this year compared to last year. it was more family based last year. it sorta feels like it now, but moreover, i feel like its more which i’m just the teacher, and mostly the rest of us are the students… like a regular indifferent class. during BHM, i know at one point we were hella tired, but i remember a black woman coming in, she saw majority of us playing card games and she said “it looks like you guys don’t care.” and that really hit me. WERE HERE TO DANCE. NOT TO PLAY GAMES… :/ what happened DM? tell me… what happened? i remembered that each practice was a day to dance. not to play games. day to day, i always see some card game brought about… can’t we session? can’t we breathe and slow down a bit? can’t we actually do study hall?
sigh… its the 4th quarter… i’m gonna make new dances this spring break… gotta finish mariel’s champagne life for her debut… but with the new dances i’m gonna make. i’m gonna make a difference… i’ma be the difference…
its weird… overall, i’m happy for the shows we’ve done. they’re tight. but its just attitudes and nerves of some people. just brings up unnecessary drama. I CAN’T WAIT TO LEAVE HIGH SCHOOL AND HOPEFULLY DANCE WITH A MORE MATURE GROUP OF PEOPLE… i cherished every moment i have with DM. i need a more focused environment… high school is starting to feel like middle school. :/ idk… i love DM. i feel like i’m giving myself some kind of weird oxymoron cause i’m contradicting my own
emotions or whatever…. i love DM, but where did the spark go?

loved today… can’t wait to do it again tomorrow… 

i was trying to sleep… i can’t help myself…. man… dance is just speaking to me so much right now. i hope this piece can speak out for everyone who’s stressing on something in their lives. i was gonna wait til BHM, but who would bother to see this anyway in the first place? :P read my description. new channel. new chapter of my life. same Joey :) all for Diversity Movement and the JBHS after school program

Ledisi - Alright

just in case if you don’t read my description:
this is my closer piece for the BHM program. i know it’s kinda weird i’m putting this on blast on youtube. but i doubt that i’ll get hecka views since this is a new channel and all. but this piece, i did what i could with the musicality. i found this artist from one of my favorite dancers MOTO. and i randomly found this song scrolling down on youtube. basically the story to this song when i taught DM…. life no matter what will always bring us down. but no matter how low we go to that lowest point in our lives, like what Ledisi says in this song, “it’s all gonna be ALRIGHT” just don’t give up. things will always turn out to be ok. i said this to my class too… that there will always be a solution to something, it might not be the best solution but at least you’ll get somewhere. this is my solo for DM company class. hope you enjoy

DM anniversary…

this wednesday? man, i can’t believe it’s been at least a year of me teaching this team. at first, i considered this as training for me to get better as a teacher and i thought i would stay only for a little bit. little did know, i fell into the habit and grew the passion and love to teach my craft to these people. we eventually grew more as a family under my training. i know in the long run, i had to learn that it wasn’t just about all my pieces. and i had to see each and almost everyone’s perspective of things of their part in the group. honestly, this has been better than my time in Marching Band and SBYG. i feel that DM for me has made me feel more like a leader, and i’ve learned how to get everyone else involved. lately, its just some people’s cooperation and activeness in DM is kinda falling short. i understand though, we all have our own lives to live, and sometimes making time for dance is one of the most difficult things to do, especially if you’re in high school. but for some certain people, its either they dont really like how my class goes, or i’m too lenient as a teacher myself. but its just how i role. through time, i know as a teacher i can change. other than that….

just going through all the great times together. BHM 2011, open house, talent show, spring rally 2011, PID, fall rally 2011, ACHS, UPular, Tinikling, Christmas Show at OLR…. 
and even that one dilemma after ACHS… man… i’ve learned so much. 

i know it seems like i’m making it sound like the final days of DM, hehe… but the reality is… THIS YEAR ISN’T OVER JUST YET. BHM 2012 is gonna be a big one this year. talent show 2012. spring rally 2012. possibly cinco de mayo. GSA performance. man…. so much this semester in such little time…. its going down. LETS MAKE IT HAPPEN DM. show this school who works hard